Young Women’s Selfhood on Antidepressants: “Not Fully Myself”

Abstract

The impact of antidepressants on selfhood is well recognized but little is known about what this means for young women who take antidepressants during a key period for identity development. We analyzed interviews with 16 young women to explore the way that antidepressant use might shape selfhood. Thematic analysis was used to identify a range of potential self-related themes in the participants’ narratives including a “diagnosed self,” “an ill self,” “a normal self,” “a stigmatized self,” “an uncertain self,” and a “powerless self.” Themes highlighted the complex influence of antidepressants on young women’s selfhood. Antidepressants not only offered legitimacy for distress and the opportunity to have a more “normal” self but also left the young women challenged by some of the negative associations with antidepressant use and uncertainty about their identity. Prescribers should be mindful of the impact of antidepressants on young women’s developing selfhood.