“It was a reflection of myself, that i was weak”: The impact of depression on the sense of self – An interpretive phenomenological analysis

Abstract

AbstractThe World Health Organisation states that more than 350 million people experience depression globally. The phenomenological changes in individuals experiencing depression are profound Phenomenological research can further researchers' and clinicians' understanding of this experience. This study aimed to gain a phenomenological understanding of how individuals with depression understood and made sense of their experiences. A methodology of interpretative phenomenological analysis was adopted. In‐depth semi‐structured interviews explored the lived experience of depression for eight individuals. Data were analysed into the superordinate theme Broken Self – Transforming the Self. The superordinate theme developed from the subordinate themes of ‘unknown self, loss of self and one's identity’, ‘desperate for a way out’, and thirdly, ‘conflict with self and what's known’, which related directly to how individuals made sense of their experience of depression. These research findings highlight the human implications of the experience of depression and the limitations of viewing depression from a biological or medical model lens. Understanding the human impact is essential for the effective, holistic practice of mental health nursing.